Today is not a good day for me. I feel like crap and am miserable. After contemplating moving more furniture, I sat on my couch and cried. Now that I have no more distractions, it would seem I am extremely upset over all that is happening in my life. Today feels like a mini-meltdown. I even went back to bed with both cats curled against my body.
It seems as though people in my life have strange agendas. I just want to enjoy the hard earned health I have now. I can do whatever I want and the freedom of this is very heady. I’m not stuck anymore, but I feel even more boxed in. Some days or I should say most days I find it hard to feel good about myself. This is not a good situation with all the verbal crap coming my way.
I woke up today and felt very ugly. Hopefully, writing about it will help make it seem all the more silly. And I just realized it is Friday the 13th. Go figure.